09/10/2026
Today, I had to let Hunter go. 🤍
I only had this horse for a year, but somehow, he became a part of me in a way I don’t know how to explain. When he came to BGE, he was thin, shut down, and carrying a lot with him. He didn’t trust easily, and he certainly wasn’t always easy. But slowly, he learned that we would be there. That we would be consistent. That we would listen. And once he understood that, it was like something in him finally exhaled.
He let me see all of him and in return, he gave me everything. He tried for me every single time I got on his back. He was quirky, opinionated, occasionally an as***le, and capable of making faces that were quite intimidating, but underneath that was a horse who wanted nothing more than to feel safe and loved. And boy, did I love him.
Hunter has been struggling for months, arguably he has been struggling most of his life and he just didn’t feel safe enough to show it. We have fought hard for him with consistent veterinary care and every option we felt was right for him. Nothing could be done from a medical standpoint to improve his condition and it was apparent he has been experiencing significant discomfort. As much as this breaks my heart, I know that letting him go today was the kindest thing I could do.
I wanted more time. I wanted so much more time. Loving him means putting his needs before my own and this is my final gift to him. I hope that when he took his last breath, he knew exactly what he had become to me.
He was safe. He was loved. He was heard. And he gave me more than he will ever know. I don’t know who I’ll share my popcorn with now. I will miss him for the rest of my life. 🤍