10/31/2016
So, I was allowed to look at the judge's card for competitive trail to see the scores for each obstacle. We scored mostly 8's, 9's m (out of 10).... making us serious contenders for the top placings. However, there were two scores not that high.... one was the T-post incident (which we still scored a 6 on, even though I fell off due to him almost being impaled!!) and the one obstacle that I opted out of because I knew I could not ride through it due to pain (from the fall) in which we got a zero. If we had not had that incident, instead of being 20th... we would have been in the ribbons! And had I not been in excruciating pain the next day due to said fall, I would have been able to give Marcus the ride that he deserved in dressage. And maybe we could have ribboned there too. Instead, I had a seized up back, a rigid seat and ineffective aids. He did as well as he could... but he never had a chance with me riding like that.
For a second, I became discouraged about this. But I had a LONG drive home today by myself to think....
I had a horse that only did not contend for a ribbon (or a top finish) due to a misplacement of a T-Post on course that actually injured Marcus, resulting in injury to me. It was not his fault and it was not my fault. This means 1) MY HORSE IS AWESOME 2) My training was sound. 3) As a team, Marcus and I belonged in that competition!
We may not have the scores that we wanted.... but we were supposed to be there. And now, I want it even more for next year. Bring it. I want to do it all over again!!
I want to thank everyone who supported me this weekend: Peg Sorenson, who not only co-owns Marcus with me and came to cheer me on, volunteered Tues-Saturday at the event helping make it possible to go on!! A HUGE thank you for that!!! Melissa Gibson, Marcus' favorite person and his personal masseuse, who has been part of our team from day one. Galloping Grove Ranch (Farrah Sonnenberg and Chelsea Clark, owners) who has always taken top notch care of Marcus. My amazing partner in crime, Mike Poremba who always has my back. My dear friend Holly Gleissner and her daughter, Caitlin who came to cheer for me from Northern Illinois. My awesome client Lisa Lugtigheid and Phil and who came from Wisconsin. And all of the rest of you (friends, family, clients) who sent me messages of luck and goodwill throughout the week.... your kind words meant the world to me!