07/02/2026
Be sure to have a box of tissues! If you have ever said goodbye, you know how true this is.
If someone offered me a million dollars today, I'd take it.
If someone offered me ten million, I'd take that too.
But if someone offered me a choice between all the money in the world...
Or five more minutes with my German Shepherd...
I'd choose the five minutes without thinking twice.
Funny how life works.
When he was here, I thought we had all the time in the world.
There would always be another walk.
Another car ride.
Another lazy Sunday afternoon.
Another chance to throw the ball.
Another chance to scratch behind his ears.
Another chance to tell him he was a good boy.
I thought there would always be another tomorrow.
Then one day, there wasn't.
The strange thing about losing a dog isn't that you miss the big moments.
It's the little ones.
The moments you never thought would matter.
I miss hearing him shake in the middle of the night and making his collar jingle.
I miss watching him spin in circles before laying down.
I miss the way he'd follow me to the bathroom like I was embarking on a dangerous expedition.
I miss tripping over him in the kitchen because he always had to be exactly where I was.
I miss the sound of his paws on the hardwood floor.
I miss looking up from my chair and finding him staring at me for absolutely no reason.
Back then, those moments felt ordinary.
Now I'd give anything to have them back.
Five minutes.
That's all I'd need.
Not an hour.
Not a day.
Just five minutes.
I'd sit on the floor beside him.
The way I used to.
I'd wrap my arms around his neck.
Feel that familiar fur one more time.
I'd tell him all the things I thought he'd always have time to hear.
I'd tell him he was the best friend I ever had.
I'd tell him he made me a better man.
I'd tell him that every walk mattered.
Every muddy paw print mattered.
Every chewed-up shoe mattered.
Every shed hair I used to complain about mattered.
I'd tell him that he wasn't "just a dog."
He was family.
Then I'd thank him.
For the days he sat beside me when nobody else knew I was struggling.
For the nights he stayed close when life felt heavy.
For the loyalty he gave so freely.
For protecting me in ways I'll never fully understand.
For loving me on days I didn't deserve it.
Most of all, I'd thank him for teaching me something most people spend their entire lives trying to learn.
That love isn't complicated.
It isn't transactional.
It doesn't keep score.
It simply shows up.
Every day.
Without fail.
If I had five more minutes, I wouldn't waste a second of them.
I'd scratch his chest.
Rub behind those ears.
Look into those eyes one more time.
And when the five minutes were over...
I'd probably ask for five more.
Because no amount of time ever feels like enough when the heart is involved.
The truth is, none of us know when we're sharing our last walk, our last car ride, our last cuddle on the couch, or our last game of fetch.
We never know.
That's why tonight, if your German Shepherd is beside you...
Put your phone down.
Take the extra walk.
Throw the ball again.
Give them the treat.
Sit with them a little longer.
Because someday you'll realize what I did.
The things that feel ordinary today may become the moments you'd trade everything to relive.
Even if only for five more minutes.