06/16/2026
Waking up the pups before we head to bed. I'm such a bad influence. They are so so sweet and lovey but they are sure getting those teeth in! They'll have more toys and things tomorrow. I was cleaning and getting ready for bed but I needed some baby loves first 🐾
Tomorrow we'll go for a ride. I need to take Allyssa to an appt so I'll take these guys along and maybe I'll bring Tigress and her littles, too, so they can get used to the motion, vibration, and sounds of the van.
We tragically, suddenly, and unexpectedly lost Milo & Aurrie to aspiration pneumonia. They are Minnie's siblings. I suspect they made have also not been "made whole" internally as they didn't fill out on solid puppy food the way the others did, and always do. They were still nursing for some reason (I suspect internal/organ issues) they both got really nauseas and started throwing up, which led to a very dangerous case of aspiration pneumonia we couldn't pull them through. Everyone else is great and eating their food with gusto. Morticia's remaining pup Maggie is the biggest of her litter and doing fantastic. It has been an extremely stressful, painful, devastating, and exhausting weekend. I appreciate everyone's well wishes but PLEASE for my sake do NOT comment, message, or post your sympathies to me. Every notification is another stab in my heart that feels like its already failing. I don't mean to sound ungrateful for your support, I just feel too close to a mental health crisis to be consumed with notifications and conversations that keep addressing the thing that makes me feel like I'm going to faint. This has been a hard year, one thing after another.
Feel free to comment on the cuteness of those puppies ❤️