10/01/2026
I went to the shelter for a kitten, then met a cheerful little Havanese who acted like the world hadn’t given it a single reason to smile—and decided to smile anyway.
I had already made up my mind.
I wanted a kitten.
Something calm. Predictable. A quiet kind of comfort I wouldn’t have to work for.
Because lately, everything felt like work.
Getting through the day. Holding conversations. Pretending I had energy I didn’t actually have. Even being “okay” felt like something I had to perform.
I didn’t want noise. I didn’t want chaos. I wanted something gentle that wouldn’t ask too much from me.
The shelter was the opposite of that.
Barking echoed off the walls. Doors clanged. Volunteers moved quickly between kennels.
A woman greeted me with a warm smile.
“What are you looking for?”
“A kitten,” I said, already scanning past everything else.
She nodded and started to lead the way.
But we didn’t get far.
Because from one of the kennels near the front, something small and white suddenly bounced—actually bounced—into view.
A Havanese.
Tiny body, fluffy coat, tail wagging so fast it blurred. It spun in a quick circle, then stood on its back legs like it had been waiting its entire life for this exact moment.
It didn’t bark loudly.
It made these soft, excited little sounds—half chirps, half squeaks—like it didn’t want to scare me away.
Then it grabbed a crumpled blanket, shook it wildly, dropped it, spun again, and looked straight at me like:
Did you see that? I can do more.
I blinked.
“That one’s… energetic,” I said carefully.
The volunteer laughed under her breath. “He’s like that all day.”
“All day?” I asked.
She nodded. “Doesn’t matter who walks by. He greets everyone like they’re the best thing that’s ever happened.”
I watched as another person passed.
Same reaction.
Spin.
Bounce.
Tiny happy sounds.
Hopeful eyes.
And then, when they kept walking—
He didn’t stop.
He just… reset. Sat down for a second, caught his breath, and the moment the next person appeared, he lit up all over again like nothing had happened.
No hesitation.
No holding back.
No learning to be quieter or smaller.
“That doesn’t… discourage him?” I asked.
The volunteer shook her head. “Not really. Some dogs shut down here. He went the other direction. It’s like he decided being overlooked isn’t a reason to stop being joyful.”
I let that sit for a moment.
Because I had been doing the opposite.
Shrinking my expectations. Lowering my energy. Trying to protect myself from disappointment by not putting much out there in the first place.
And here was this tiny dog, getting passed by again and again—and still choosing to greet the world like it was worth being excited about.
I looked toward the kitten room again.
Quiet. Calm. Easy.
Then I looked back at the Havanese.
He had picked up the blanket again and was doing his little performance, just in case I might change my mind.
It wasn’t desperate.
It was… generous.
Like he had joy to give and wasn’t interested in saving it.
I stepped closer.
He froze for half a second—just long enough to make sure I was really there—then his tail started again, slower this time, almost careful.
I crouched down.
“Hey,” I said softly.
He didn’t jump right away. Didn’t overwhelm me.
He just leaned forward, placed his paws gently against the door, and looked at me like he was ready—but willing to match whatever I needed.
That’s what got me.
Not the energy.
The adjustment.
The way he could be bright without forcing it onto me.
I looked up at the volunteer.
“I think… I want to meet him.”
She smiled. “I had a feeling.”
That was two years ago.
Now my Havanese still greets me like I’m the best part of his day—but he also knows when to just sit beside me in silence.
He still spins in excited little circles—but he’ll stop halfway if I look tired and just rest his head on my knee instead.
He didn’t make my life quieter.
He made it lighter.
And the truth is—
I didn’t need less from the world.
I just needed a small, stubborn reminder that even after being overlooked, it’s still okay to show up with joy.