04/11/2026
Mehhhh 😩
I had spent so much in having tux and matching dresses made for my dogs for cute photo shoots.
I always dreamed of being a photographer but I became a Rainbow Yorkies instead.
But my passion for photography played well in my photos of my dogs. It was fun for me. I enjoyed it so much.
But the house fire took it all. I had built soooo much for Rainbow Yorkies. And at 2:32am it was all gone in the blink of an eye.
I didnt even have time to mourn. I had to get 8 kids to stability and dogs too, immediately so thats where my focus went.
I was humbled and thankful that lives were saved that early morning because truly thats what mattered and was a blessing!
The devil was after me hard. He threw a wonderful mother into a custody battle out of being a spiteful human. I moved us in 6 weeks because I was afraid my home being smaller for a family of 10 would hurt us in the custody case and I wasnt taking that chance. My small home was all I had against me.
God made a way. I forked out thousands for a deposit and rent. I worked endlessly. We were living in my grandfather's trailer which he allowed us to do for free. It gave me room to provide more shoes and clothes and to pay for all my kids needs and bills while also giving them a very fun stable life. They had toys. They had trips. They had nice clothes and shoes. It worked best for them even though our house was tiny, we were happy!!!
But spite and hate took that from us. But this mama didnt break. I worked harder. And even harder. We moved in 6 weeks. And it was not easy but we did it.
Now rent free to 2300 a month and bills and 8 kids. Talk about stress but hey, we were doing it. Thank you God for your loyalt and your protection!
The devil said, oh yeah. She was able to make it through that. Lets see if she makes it through this. House in total flames. All the new beds. All the new furniture. Everything Gone. My kids baby stuff I had saved over the years gone. All my dog stuff I had accumulated through hard work, gone. I begged the insurance company to let me search 8 items. Blankets.
My first born son had a comfort blanket as a child. It was his safety tool. His comfort. So I had 7 more made. One for each child. As I went through the soaked wet and burned home, my heart shattered. It was true. Everything was gone 😭
I walked out feeling defeated!!!
But mama had babies to take care of. So I put on my strong face. I bought more clothes and shoes. We lived in hotels for just 6 weeks. I filled out applications for a new home. It was hard. We didnt have but 2 months of rent history. Yep, 2 months after moving it was all gone.
Then we were accepted! In 6 weeks we moved into a new home. Talk about heavy! My heart was heavy. My soul was weary and I was totally exhausted.
Whats crazy, I managed to make that time fun for my kids that they only fear the smell of smoke. Mom, smell that. What is that. Its just pizza cooking baby. But they say well if something happens, it'll be fun. I had them at parks, while we were homless. I had them playing. I refused to let the devils attacks harm my children but inside I was crumbling into a million pieces.
I look back, when memories like this pop up and I cry. I do but I am humbled because we've made it!!!
I search for a favorite item just to remember its gone. Oh yeah. That was something we had before the housefire. Its gone.
But, we are all here. My dogs are here. Its just a moment where my heart hurts a little. How much I invested and lost. It took a lot from me because it was me who works so hard for everything. I stopped posting on Rainbow Yorkies. I stopped taking pics like I use too. Im just now in my healing point where I post again!
I hope to in due time rebuild Rainbow Yorkies stuff back too! I didnt realize how much I lost because I never focused on that. I focused on brining us back up! And now rent is 2600 monthly, my focus is to always keep a home and a good life for mt children. But I intend to build everything back and more!
But the memories do pop up.
Its amazing what this page did several months ago. Like God said okay my child. You stayed resilient. You stayed in your faith. You kept pushing despite the devils attacks. And he let this page grow.
When I pour my heart out to you all in gratitude and thankfullness, just know its very true.
You all help build back, every share, every comment, every like. It helps me rebuild. Like God is saying, here, let me gather your village because you've earned it.
So thank you, again. I will never stop saying, THANK YOU!
As God said, No weapon formed against you shall prosper! Take that Satan!
