07/17/2026
There are some dreams you don't just want. You NEED them. The kind that live in your bones. The kind you're willing to sacrifice for, fight for, and keep showing up for long after it stops being easy.
Sometimes you can do everything right. You work harder than you thought possible, pour your heart into it, stay patient, stay hopeful... and somehow the stars still don't align.
That's the hardest part. Not failing because you didn't care enough, but caring so deeply and still not being able to control the outcome.
I don't think this sport is truly measured by how nicely things come together. I think it's measured by how many times you're willing to pick yourself back up when they don't.
So for now, I'll keep showing up. Keep learning. Keep believing that even if this chapter doesn't look the way I imagined, it doesn't mean the story is over. 💙
I couldn't be more grateful for the support of my community over the past two days. We had some rough rides at the LAR Rated Dressage Shows I & II, however, each day we learned something, and each day things improved.
Thank you SO much to my power team, Abby & Alex, for being my boots on the ground. Thank you Laura for being so incredibly generous enough to lend me your truck and trailer. Thank you Dr. Hannah Daigle for keeping Teddy in top form, and of course, Jocelyn Kraenzle for helping me pick myself up and being, truly, a wonderful guide. Much to learn, much to improve, and much to reflect on. It's always tough when things that don't occur at home show up in the ring, however, any day that I have this big guy as my dance partner is a good day.
Love you, Teddy❤️