08/15/2022
Oh my momma dog Ivy, you would be 4 today if you were still here, and I am so sad that you are not. I still wake up in the middle of the night and frantically search my bed for your body to be curled up near me somewhere. No matter how desperately I look for you in that moment, you’re never there, and you’d think that I would be used to it after 99 days of living without you, but I am not. I think I’ve convinced myself that you’re not gone, you’re just hiding somewhere in our house with a bone or a toy you’ve decided was yours and you did not want to share. I’m sure you’ll come out from hiding when you’re ready and be standing behind me, smiling & wagging your little nub of a tail. We are going on one of your favorite walks this morning. I’ll think of you the entire time & be bringing you along with us in the form of your ashes I wear around my neck. I hope you’ve got one hell of a view from up there. Happy Birthday in heaven my Angel. I miss you and see more of you in your three little girls you left me with every single day. We love you Ivy🕊️ rest on well! 💙
