04/07/2026
As I look back on this week I’m so blessed to have Jesus Christ as my saviour. I was reminded this week just how much he loves us we are made in his image. My oldest son and I are very much a like but yet so different.
When it comes to riding horses I’m such a perfectionist and my oldest is not, we but heads really hard on this matter. He likes to ride out on the mountain and do his own thing but he decided he wanted to show with us this weekend. So he was riding in the arena practicing and I’m telling him to do something that I have showed him plenty of times and he is just doing it half hearted. we are both getting frustrated with each other and he rides off in to the hills. Me feeling guilty I Stopped and prayed asking God to help me with this situation. He reminded me that he didn’t want heaven with out us so he sacrificed him self for all sinners. So If I wanted my son to enjoy the show arena as much as I do I needed to be like Christ and sacrifice my self what do I mean by that I have to give up my wants and desires and let him ride the horse and not expect perfection. You see when I was 18 I rode off in to the wrong direction on Christ. He let me go but never left my side he was always there when I would break down and call out to him when I realized I can’t do it on my own. He would pick me up and I would fall again at 26 I finally said Jesus take the wheel it was a slow and steady transformation and I’m still working on it today by the way my son showed and ended up wanting to show more I think he might have caught the bug God bless everyone
