06/09/2026
I've been putting off writing this post for some time now, not because I was afraid to face it, but because it's a really hard farewell that I wasn't quite in the headspace for.
Over the last year and a half I've slowly been stepping away from the years of work that I put in to building my program. In Stride Equestrian was a dream that at one point felt tangible. I watched the fruits of my labor bud ane flourish. I got a taste of what it could have been. A lesson and full fledged equine program built with a foundation of love and empathy. For hoses, for humans and all living things that we share the earth with.
I wanted to show the world and this industry that it was not only possible, but that it could give back in so many ways and forge a path for future horse lovers in ways that would add vibrance to this industry.
I look back fondly at the times when I felt invincible and like all of the pieces were coming together perfectly. I have zero regrets for all of the hard work that I put in to build this dream. It truly was magical, no matter how hard it all seemed at the time.
From educational clinics, to individual lessons and training and rehab horses that came my way, I loved every single second of it all and have so many unforgettable memories with each and every person and horse who came into my life through my program. It was all more than worth it!
But over this recent stretch of time, my love of it all seemed to fade as I realized that I had been pouring from an empty cup trying to get back to what once was. And it wasnt going to happen. In the end the passion that fueled my fire seemed to fade. I burned myself out and tried to push through things beyond my control. And in thinking I was doing my best, ended up not prioritizing myself.
As many in this industry know, there is often an expectation to keep doing and to persevere to prove yourself, regardless of what destruction it may cause to yourself. And so my choice to end my program comes in a decision to persevere to prove yourself, regardless of what destruction it may cause to yourself. And so my choice to end my program comes in a decision to choose myself and my wellbeing. We say it all of the time, we cannot pour from an empty cup... we aren't fooling anyone (especially our horses) by pretending like our cup isn't empty when it is.
I dont know if the future will spark something new, but for now I dream of feeling the magic I once did with my personal horses and feeling the safety and security of knowing it will all be ok 💗