13/09/2026
Dear Chuy,
I had a worse but confusing dream just a few moments ago.. It all started when we are riding in the car, I was in a hurry to get out because I want to p*e then when the time comes to go back to the car, it was like we are lost in some place, going in different places, by the time we got out I saw a light then as we go towards the light it was raining so hard so I cuddled you in my jacket because you started to get wet so I put you in my jacket as I cuddled you suddenly slept, I suddenly couldn't find the car, I was crying because I remember before we got out the car to p*e there was 3 men who wants to do bad to me, so when the comes they cornered me , you came out, you protected me against them, they ran as fast as they could because they were afraid of you, shortly after that we suddenly saw the car then we are about to go inside the car, suddenly I was crying so hard because I knew you were there but no, it was all me when I looked inside my jacket you were like sleeping but you didn't wake up. As I cried and cried and telling myself, "Chewy, protected me " . Then, I woke up. Still confused. Then, I suddenly I realized what my dream meant, it was always been you. Even if you are gone, you are always here to protect me no matter what! :'(
I miss you so, Chubee.. Thank you for visiting me in my dreams. :'(
Love,
Mommy
