Classical Equestrian Centre of New Zealand

12/09/2026

When these two master minds get together it is absolute magic ✨
Very annoyingly though there's a big ocean between us and New Zealand no longer has direct flights 🤨 for literally two decades we'd catch up yearly. Since 2019 I've only been over to Norfolk Island once ... I need to someday sort getting my wonderful and extremely knowledgeable friend Kim here to Tasman!
Her anatomical, massage, acupuncture, homeopathic and veterinary knowledge would be such an asset to our horse community.

No goodbyes ... just see you all again soon ❤✈

12/09/2026

Veronica took Wh***ey for her first ride through the orchard, she was fantastic 🥰
Of course Bella had to come too as she's our support pony 🐴

12/09/2026

Oh my lordy, so Bella 😂
To be used under adult supervision 🤣😂

12/09/2026

Well I've started ... The book! 😁
Thanks to all who gave advice, options, encouragement, shared their wisdom and knowledge.
Thanks for the texts, messages and phone calls ... I really appreciate the support and encouragement.
You all rock 😘

It's going to be a rough journey bringing up the past with the ugliness of abuse, su***de, grief, betrayal, the rollercoaster of depression, anger, shame, fear, the fight of survival, to relearn love and the reclaiming of self.
Silence is what allows abuse to carry on, and silence can kill 🤐

Whenever I can I'll be on the keyboard ... Hoping someday I'll get it out there, to help others who will unfortunately be put in the same position I was put in. That they're not alone, what they feel is validated, and all the horrendous s**t you have to sort and deal with to keep your existence living.
And what doesn't exist in support when it's su***de, though your trying to stay alive, because you are!

12/09/2026

09/09/2026

Just a fyi for local horse riders.
I've again been asked by a property owner up the private gravel road at the end of Awa Awa Road, that horses are not permitted!

I've also had a property owner up Suncrest Road, off Awa Awa Road speak to me regarding horses on the grass verges in winter doing damage and the apple orchard owners on Marriages road also speak to me of people riding horses on the concrete work area.

Being the only clear horse facility in the area, property owners come to me with their complaints of horse riders.
I reassure the property owners that I will do a public notification on my page letting local riders know 😊

08/09/2026

Working with our equines, what we think about has a vibration effect on our body.
Happy joyous thoughts
Specific intent thoughts
Negative anger thoughts
Self doubt anxiety thoughts
Indecisive confused thoughts
The horse feels every single vibration, responding or reacting accordingly to their own education and confidence.

07/09/2026

Asking if anyone could give me advice or guide me in the right direction to publishing a book?

As many of you know, I'm a widow to su***de.
Consequently from that I was put in a position that has caused me immense mental emotional and financial hardship, and is keeping me in a financial prison.

I did not choose this, I've been made to live it for the last seven years this coming November.
I'm now ready to take the next step in my healing to make positive from the hell I have been made to survive. To share the dark journey to help others.

The proceeds from the book will be used to pay the beneficiaries for the su***de.
From then I will then be able to have a lawyer make the executors give me back my financial freedom and my property solely back to me.

If anyone is offended or wants to give an unhelpful opinion please just scroll on.
To the trolls I've had to deal with through the years since his su***de, who hide behind fake profiles too scared to face me in person, your evil to cause harm is reflected back to you! 🖤

To those who have something positive to contribute in order to help me, thank you 🙏