15/08/2025
Hello!!
Long time no posting! I wanted to explain my reasons for closing the business and bring some GOOD NEWS!! I'm BACK for consultations on puppy problems, sensitive, anxious and reactive dogs!! PLEASE drop me a message for further information, I'd love to hear from you!
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In 2021, I survived attempts from people who lied, spread rumours and sabotaged my business, which affected my mental health massively - I will be truthful here, as it's a very important topic to discuss. These people knew I was struggling, that I was literally suicidal, and had been for some time. This devastated me. I had missed social cues, comments and alarm bells. I felt useless and worthless.
Very soon after, I was hospitalised. I suffered what turns out to have been severe autistic burnout combined with C-PTSD breakdown. I am very late diagnosed AuDHD. This had caused my mood to spiral and become overwhelmed very quickly. My chronic anxiety worsened, imposter syndrome kicked in. Severe brainfog kicked in. 🙄
Unfortunately, this also coincided with my mobility deteriorating (again...). I have FND, fibromyalgia, severe osteoarthritis in my back, hypermobility. This has all caused weakened joints and my left ankle (talonavicular joint) has pretty much left the building. I suffer a lot of nerve pain.
All of this caused me to lose confidence, postpone appointments, and ultimately, closing the business as I felt that I was letting people down.
I don't write this for sympathy, it's accountability and has been a journey of finding my authentic self under 50 years of unknowingly masking and not understanding why I never fitted in! I know many thousands of women (and men) are discovering their neurodivergence much later in life. It's huge and the effects can't be underestimated. Unmasking leaves you very open and vulnerable, and you may find you need support where you used to carry on regardless, ignoring everything the mind-body was telling you.
I have a new direction too. As a lived experience neurodivergent with complex trauma, I have been researching and studying myself, books, courses - everything! I am writing a book about my life experiences and also training to be a neurodivergence coach.
My page is Inner Spectrum - June Eaglesham (apologies, it's not allowing me to link it). Please feel free to join the page as I try to break down myths and offer facts. I will offer practical support.
