08/17/2026
DOG... This word means so many different things to so many different people. But to me, it means Tika Tonka - My soul dog. My soul dog I had to say goodbye to yesterday, and truly all I can say, is I want her back. I want another 50 years with her because 13 was such a gift, I want a bunch more. All of these depraved souls getting rid of their pets for absolutely asinine & selfish reasons, you're selling yourself short of the greatest gift - A lifetime of the love & loyalty of a most worthy dog.
Tika has quietly taught me a lifetime of lessons & all I want is another hour, day, year, decade to show her how truly magical, epic & what a total gift she is. And I say she is, because so many of us have learned so much from her & hearing each person's experience of how she impacted them has filled my cup & shattered my soul simultaneously.
I want relief of this pain in the return of my soul dog, knowing I will never get to hug her, kiss her, praise her, spoil her, love on her with treats & fluffy beds & fuzzy blankeys & new stuffies to shred or squeak toys to destroy.
Nothing makes sense in my world today. And all I want is my soul pup to be returned to me - cancer free, degenerative Myelopathy free, no double knee replacements - Just restored to her pure & perfect self.
The lessons & gift of a soul dog are other worldly unmatched. Tika is the only dog I've ever had, I've only ever has cats - this is unimaginably different...
My days do not make sense. I feel untethered, unanchored & completely lost without the love & companionship we shared. I've joined a club I don't want to be a part of and my brain & heart cannot mitigate that I'll never have the opportunity to gold my sweet girl again.
You taught us so very much, sweet Tika Tonka. You taught us that truly, anyone can change, patience is a lifelong endeavour for some of us, you were the epitome of unconditional love, the safety you brought very cat at Rainbow's Bridge Animal Rescue - RBAR is truly something unmatched, that can never be replicated or duplicated.
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