08/08/2026
**Driving home from a long day of work when the phone rings**
π±"Hey Ange, I have a Lamb here, I think they must have lost their Mother, it looks a bit crook"
I am not proud to say, that after this phone call from a farmer where I played it totally cool and said, "yep, I'll just feed my animals and I'll be there", that I had a complete and total meltdown. "We have no space, we have no money, I can't take anyone else right now", and then I drove to pick her up... because she deserves it and is worthy of help, as are we all!
I messaged Leah from Free Spirits Sheep Sanctuary knowing she was in no better situation to help, and yet help me she did anyway. "We will work together", because we have always made a pretty mean team!
I scooped this little lady up, she was limp and cold, I knew her prospects were slim to say the least, and then I drove straight to Free Spirits. We assessed and administered meds, we warmed her hypothermic little body and we hoped for a miracle that never came. She faded away comfortable by a warm fire, seen and loved
The suspected culprit? The deadly barbers pole...a blood sucking roundworm and a common cause of illness and death in sheep without adequate parasite management. This little lady's death and suffering was preventable however, that's difficult when one has hundreds of sheep for commodifiable purposes, individual care just isn't a priority
Many will say that this life of running a Sanctuary is their dream, and maybe it once was one for me. While it is a blessing to spend each day with such magnificent individuals, and I do not regret a thing because it's my purpose, I cannot tell you how hard it is to exist in a world when you see so much suffering and death of innocents, no matter how hard you try. Where living beings are treated like less than nothing because it's common to eat them and use them.
I dream of a world where Sanctuaries only exist to help the sick and injured of free living animals, because we no longer exploit and abuse, and I will always work towards that. But the reality is, that at this point, it's only a dream!
"In a world that is often harsh and unkind, may compassion be your quiet rebellion"
Rest easy little one