22/01/2024
There I was in enjoying life to the fullest and then it, changed. Something was wrong. MRI done and to hear that, there was reoccurrence of brain cancer in the same spot where the tumour was removed last year, was a somber blow to the spirit.
Here I was, back 2 months ago enjoying life and then to back in a dark place.
However, time is of the essence. Resilience, courage and the strength kicks in and to make my days better days every day.
The last few weeks my energy has shifted into a place self compassion, kindness and joy. I have a choice of where I can be at peace with oneself yet acknowledge the the reality of brain cancer reoccurrence within that place now.
It's been what feels like another passage for me on this journey we call life. With divine guidance I at least feel at this point of time to be at peace more with this 2nd diagnosis within a year than were I was mentally at last year.
I have had my days without a doubt. Im shining my light bright, it may be flickering, that's ok and I'm alive and still kicking.
I have had More scans yesterday for the medical team. I'm in a waiting zone at the moment and will know more by next week.
Until then I'm going to treat, indulge in oneself and breath in, breath out with the intention of been in a heartfelt space.
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