21/05/2022
Hi everyone, I know I haven’t been on here in a long time but I need to share some news with you all. On Friday, we put my soulmate to rest just a few months shy of her 15th birthday.
She had been sick for a few weeks with breathing issues and had numerous tests and specialist visits to try and find out what was wrong. On Wednesday we finally got some answers and it was my worst fear. Cancer. She was given only a few weeks left.
As soon as we found our answers, she deteriorated very quickly. It was like she was holding on until we knew what was wrong so we could give her a perfect send off 💔 she was really struggling to breathe on Thursday night and she came up to me and put her little head on my leg and just looked into my eyes. She was telling me it was time to go.
We got a vet to come and put her to rest at home in her comfy bed. She was sedated before she was put to rest and she didn’t feel a thing. She took her last breath while we both held her and told her how much we love her and that she would be okay. We had 10mins with her after she passed just to hold her and kiss her and it was so special. The crematorium man came to collect her and took her away in her nice comfy bed covered in blankets and that’s how she spent the night in their little chapel. She’s at home with us now in her little engraved box.
I spent just over half of my life with her and she truly was my soulmate. She saved me so many times, it was my time to save her from her pain 💔 I feel such an emptiness in my soul but I know that she’s okay now and that brings me peace 💕
As we were bringing her home yesterday, we turned on to our street and saw a big rainbow. I’d like to think that was her telling me she made it to the rainbow bridge safely and that she’s okay 🌈💔
It hits me in gut wrenching waves that I’ll never get to see her again. Pat her little head again. Take her to the beach again.
She had the best last couple of days. We had one last sunset on the beach together where she ate a cheeseburger and a caramel sundae. Then on her last morning we took her to the beach so she could dip her toes in the sand one last time 💔
