05/05/2026
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Earlier today I had to say a final goodbye to my best friend, my soulmate, my utter world, Benni ❤️
I would have waited to post this but as a few people knew what was happening this was the easiest way to tell you all as I really am not up to talking currently.
This dog was more than just a dog to me, he was part of my soul, I truly believe he was sent to be mine. He was rarely ever apart from me, we went through everything together.
After only being here for 10 years, he has made the biggest impact on so many lives, unfortunately over the last few weeks I noticed that he wasn’t quite ‘right’. I knew him inside out, and knew something was wrong, after hoping for the best we unfortunately got the worst news. It was not going to be something we could heal him from, and the kindest thing to do was to say goodbye on our terms. So we did just that, but first we spent the weekend together as a family doing all of his favourite things, he’s always been a spoilt dog and wanted for nothing, but the past few days he’s been even more spoilt than usual and loved on by everyone.
Not only would I not be where I am today in my career without this dog, but I wouldn’t be who I am in my life either, he has taught me so much, but he also kept me grounded, he was here through so many memorable moments that I will never, ever, forget. Life is not fair and I thought that we would have so many more years together.
But I am proud to say he went to sleep peacefully in my arms knowing nothing but love. I won’t go into more detail at the moment as you can imagine my heart has been shattered into a million pieces. My soul has been torn in two, and I am not ok. So please do not ask me if I am. I need to grieve in my own time.
Just a few photos to celebrate him for now, I have hundreds of thousands more to share which I will do in my own time. He will never be forgotten 💔
Benni, thank you for being my everything, I love you forever and I will miss you for longer. I will find you again one day, I promise ❤️